"What a lovely day it is!
To wake myself up in the morning 
Having all this PAIN & TEARS;

What a nice view! 
Look at that face with so much SCARS
And a body so WEAK that  could DIE ANYTIME SOON;

What a beautiful start of mine!
I could imagine myself being drowned from these ocean of MESS
Im not alcoholic, 
But I never thought that I'm drunk now from this
 wine of HEARTACHES
Ang being LEFT ALONE because no one STAY..

Sigh..
That is the only thing I can do
While wearing a FAKE SMILE
Look up with an eyes closed
& letting all sink in
Until I become used to
These maybe a NEW NORMAL.
For now,
This is ME..

But one thing is certain:
That somewhere out of no where.. I know I'll be good
Not now but not for too long
& I believe to my inner soul that there is a little part that is saying.. Everything's gonna be OK

Like dancing with so much grace in the midst of the rain & thunders
Like planting Roses & Daisies during harsh winter
Or even walking in the dark without anything to bother..

I'll make sure
I'll gonna deal with these inside..

With a beautiful mind."

-5 20 2020 3

#abeautifulmind

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I made this Spoken Word Poetry for those who deals with so much stress and Depression.. 

Like me. 🙂