“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” 

So school started just about yesterday amidst the pandemic. I, personally, have been very anxious about the start of academic year because I have no idea of what might happen.
I am not here to rant about the hard pushing of starting the class because I do believe that despite the unreadiness of my country to this new normal class situation, delaying it a few more months wouldn't change anything.
Im. Just. Worried.
I don't have the lux of new techs. I only have this phone that I'm using right now to use for this academic year, gifted to me by my friend. (I'm still very thankful about that)
My worry is that school is the only thing I am good at. I am not earning any amount of money to help my poor family rise into stability and this new normal might even affect my performance in this school year. It's a heavy pressure, i know, but what else could I do now? I just have to keep going.

I know this sounds so awkward but I just have to let it out :) i'm sorry

Stay kind.