“I’m loosing all of myself
Now I can’t find where is my strength
I cant find myself
Im feeling drowned with judgement.”

Back then April 2019, when everything keeps on failing that time. I was so down that I couldn’t even eat and work. I felt so helpless, feared and unmotivated that’s why I made that verse. 

I could say that Its okay to feel sad sometimes. Its okay to feel that way.  But remember this, never ever stuck on that situation that you cannot even stand and put yourself back to life again.

Life is both negative and positive reaction. Learn to embrace all of it because both of that will make you even more stronger! 

Get up and put your make up on girl!