Hi its my first time writing hope you like it. 

FRIEND. Composed of six letters that can make or break us at certain points in our lives. From the beginning to our present life a lot of them left to teach us a good lesson while some just pops at nowhere and stays even at your worst state.  

I experienced having friends from grade school to junior high just like everyone else at that time we thought to ourselves that we were gonna grow old together to the point that we even slept in each others house or gave each other BFF necklaces and everything else. Well everything was grade except when I made a mistake at the wrong time. Everyone left without a proper goodbye or an answer to why and I just start to see my world crumble in front of me. In the end I was left with a knife in my chest for years.

When senior high started I knew it was a fresh start. New school, new faces and a new life just waiting ahead of me. I became someone who I wasn't just for people to fit in and like me. So in the end I was once broken but not by others this time I broke myself but then a set of friends pops. They were far different from the description of FRIENDS that I knew. They prayed for me, gave me notes instead of letting me copy the answers of exams and so on.

I want people to realize that FRIENDS are not just those who are with you right now. They are all those who you shared a part of your life with. May it be good or bad.

 I want to share it to you because I had a talk with my friends from the past to clear things out with what happened. I tried to muster up some courage to ask them why so I can finally let go of the knife that was stuck in my chest for years. It took some time but it was all worth it and yes maybe their intention was good but  the execution of their actions weren't so great.

Forgive what hurts you before with all your heart. See the good in your present and don't forget to thank the people in the past and present because without them you wouldn't be the same person that you are right now