Adding furry pets to your family is taxing but also rewarding. 

I believed many have taken in pets during this worldwide pandemic outbreak. Because we feel lonely being on our own, or because we feel pity towards them (pets) or because we finally have spare time for them. 

I too, became a cat owner like this. The cat came to my house when she's already pregnant. After three months, she gave birth to three kittens. I was ecstatic and  a bit worried at the same time. I was a first time cat owner, so I didn't know that much about cats. Taking care of a cat and 3 small kittens was a bit too much, I thought.

My worse  prediction came true. All the kittens were gone after two weeks. I had expected the scenario since I know it is common for newborn kittens to fade for many reasons, what's more, my cat was a wild cat, she never had any vaccinations or proper nutrition before. 

But I was so sad losing them. 

I cannot turn back time and even if I can, I don't know if things will be different. I have to accept it. Maybe it was for the best.

But I wonder if the kittens were happy in their short time they became a part of my family. I really wish they were because I was so happy when I met them.


Disclaimer: The picture used is not mine.