Since this pandemic, I couldn't remember how many times I cried. Even now that I'm typing these I just dried my eyes. But I guess that's all I need to do right now. To cry until there's nothing left. And it's okay. Crying is perfectly fine! I cry but I never give up. I cry and get back up again. I'd cry million times but my hope is that I'd laugh a billion times more! So to the person reading this, to the person who is in the same boat as mine - I'm sending virtual hugs for you. I'll be praying for you. You got this! God's got you.