I always thought that the greatest fear in my whole entire life was when i lost my Nanay Zeny. She died on 2013. Since then I fear a lot of things. Changed my life 360°. But then, I became a mother too... and this changed me again 360°... 
Thus, during this time of pandemic, I have realized that my greatest fear now is to die and leave so soon. My son is still young and he needs unconditional love and care from me. I know that no one can replace the love of a mother. 
I am not in control but God can. So, I will never stop praying and ask God to grant me a lifetime suitable for being a mother He wanted me to be.
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you. 
Plans to give you hope and future. 🙏🙏🙏