Your self always deserve affirmation every now and then. I know you're always sorry about yourself — for being a failure, for all the mistakes, for everything. For once stop the self-pity and start praising yourself for getting through what you've been through. 

You are amazing. You are enough. You matter.

Always believe in yourself, that you are always capable of whatever you set your mind to. Because thoughts become things. With this, with having a positive mindset like these everyday will give you a positive life. 

I love you, self. I appreciate all the things you made me happy. Let's keep it up! :D