as a typical teenager who grew up in a broken family and lost my father at the age of fourteen. I always come to the point where i ask myself multiple times what would my future look like. sometimes I ask myself if all of these pain and hardships would be worth it. i always get scared because my family doesn't have much. i feel unsecured in my education and hopeless to my dreams. i often envy other people when they can get anything they want. i also compare myself to other people and let myself down. But after all what I've learned to these experiences is to be independent in life and take those painful experiences to build your desired life. every aspect of my life motivates me to reach my goals,  including my loved ones, painful experiences and God. to be honest , i don't dream just for myself, i dream for my family and give back to the people who believes in me  when no one else was. What motivates me more is the people who think i wouldn't make it to be the person who i wanted to be. Everyday when i wake up i consider that day as a new step to my journey. I wont stop until I reach the day where i could tell myself " I made it." .