There will come a time that you'll have this feeling empty inside your heart and that day is this day. 

Again. 

But remember this, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Keep it day by day. Breathe. One step then another, then another. You'll make it just please have another step forward. 

Little by little. 

It's okay to not see your future right now especially when it gives you anxiety. Let's just keep it slow, moving forward, taking it easy, and at the same time learning and growing. 

It's not your fault being in here but I think you'll regret if you see yourself from the future and still be here, not doing anything, not moving, just stuck. And I know you want to get out here. So let's move okay? Little by little.  

One day you will be standing so firmly, so strong even in your loses, failures, rejections, shames and betrayals because that makes you strong. And that makes you a woman. You manage to get up every day fighting and trying so hard. That makes you beautiful, amazing and worthy.

You will have your own space, happy, contented, a life that's not perfect but you able to fight back when life throws at you. 

This road will be a long, tiring, stressful, boring, heavy, lonely journey. All they say that this life is good, happy, enjoyable but no. 

Now you know, can you please stay? For me. For your family. For your friends. For the people who needs you. For the people whom you inspires. Most especially for yourself. Because I believe you can do this and please remember this. You are not what you think you are right now. 

You're NOT a failure.

You're NOT a loser. 

You are NOT what you think right now. 

You are more than that. 

You are here, still here because you know what?

YOU matter. 

YOU are worthy. 

So please hang on, beloved. 

You can do this. 

We can do this. 

Let's live our life and, just breathe.