I know that this website is for goodnews or goodvibes only but can I just say something. I just want to lessen the pain and express my feelings. The only thing I wanted is to be appreciated, not only for what I accomplish but also for the efforts I make to be with you and make you feel loved. I don't ask for too much. Just be there when I feel lonely and sad. Can you even try to ask if I'm okay or not? I always felt like I'm the fucked up one, the one that ruins the mood, your day.